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That's the geekiest -most relevant- way I could put into words the things we must do sometimes to get us back going again the way we're supposed to.
It's January 3rd, and I have made several resolutions in my life that I think I'm going to take into serious consideration -one, being more writing-
Others are personal to me, and others are the generic, "everyones goal to improve."
Many times in life these moments of change, these times of realization and points where you can just say. "I'm starting over!" Fall face first due to the number one reasoning, superficial motivation.
New years and the goals people associate with new years may just be a great way for Slim Fast to pick up sales. However, I'd like to think that this new year is something different to me altogether.
To be quite frank about it all, last year was dreadful. I had so much pain last year about so many things, it was hard for me to function. I can't say last year was a total flop, however, I did meet my long-lost-sister, Angie Ruth, and I got to say that was the best thing that happened last year.
So, this year is a severe reboot, it's a time when I take a intimate introspective look inside everything I am and weed out the bad habits, exploit the good ones, and move on day-by-day, trying to live as best as I can.
I feel like last year, God was behind me as I was sitting in a wheel chair and that's how we got by everyday, he was behind me, I didn't see him, I knew he held me together, but outside of that, their was more or less no effort on my part. My walk was broken.
2011 is not going to be like that. I'm going to ensure that my walk with God is something I can achieve on my own two legs, reestablish a relationship with the One True Father.
I'm here 2011.
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